Moving On...

Today was the turning point. I stopped trusting in my own carefully

laid plans and asked GOD to show me His.

I remember those days that I've been miserable, the pains, the tears

and the hurt.

It was just now when I've realized that GOD was

parading HIS plan for my future right in front of my eyes.

He had

mapped a course for me that was more wonderful than anything I

could come up with on my own, and HE was making sure that in the

days to come I would never question that this good plan had originated in HIS mind.

It's been a year now.

Things didn't change overnight, but slowly my feelings for him

subsided. God used that time to teach me to trust HIM with my heart,

to believe that if our relationship wasn't HIS plan, He would help

take it away and change my heart. And he did.

He took the feelings away.

Perhaps after all my worries and questions, I've discovered that all

along GOD had the right thing at the right time for me, for us.

I just couldn't do what felt right; I had to do what was right.

... Moving On...

How he changed by time

When you first started dating her, you were always clean shaven, you smelled good and you were polite in her presence. But now that you’re in it for the long haul, you might feel that you can skip the razor and let the occasional fart loose in her presence.
Often, when a relationship becomes long term, you start to get lazy. You stop doing the little things for her that you used to do, and you start doing new things that you wouldn't have dared to do when you first met her.
"Relationship changes are natural" - I really want to believe that... everyday I keep on saying " I'm not hurtin anymore.. I'm used to it" But deep within I'm bleedin.. how can someone get used to the fact that they are being taken for granted...
Before for him you are the most understanding and nice girl but now you are a paranoid monster... and you would hear them say " I'm getting tired with someone like you" wherein fact they are exactly the reason why you have been a monster!
He didn't even notice that you changes your hairstyle or when you get a new dress...
He used to be happy to spend time with your family, but now he's not as willing. Or maybe you used to put up with seeing the occasional romantic comedy and now he only want to watch action flicks.
You entered the relationship with a seemingly even-tempered guy, but he turns out to be an impatient, bad-tempered stress case. Shouting on you in front of his friends.. How fair is that?
You have a feeling that he doesn't want to be with you anymore...you don't do the usual things that you are doing before... watching movies, playing badminton... and a lot more...
He used to be the person to make you smile but now makes you cry...
He used to be your everything but now makes you feel like "NOTHING"
He used to be a dream but now a nightmare...