PJYO

I know we ended up a nice conversation earlier. We exchanged " i love you's "

But I went to bed tonight realizing how much pain this situation has caused "US" ...

Though I also tried to shut my eyes and tried to hide the sad truth of the situation. Spending more time with HIM lately has made me feel unexplainable happiness... I don't know If he felt it but I really tried my best to make the most of our time together... Holding his hand made me feel so strong... Being near him gives me strength to strive more in life. As i get to know him more, I'm loving HIM more... And I'm falling in love with him each and every day, and i can no longer hold back my feelings ..

Honestly, I wanted to enumerate all memorable moments that we had. BayPark, Legion, Bulalo, Carinderias, Kabigting, Halo-Halo, Pampanga, Baclaran Church, Eastwood, 2 1/2 hrs workout, jogging, badminton, mineral water and a lot more... But every time I get to think of those stuffs, it just adds up to the pain I'm feeling right now. Also, I cant count them all... What we had isn't ordinary... First times!

I love HIM ... But loving him isn't enough to save me from the heartaches. It has brought me a lot of happiness and it sure did made me feel complete...

I am a happy fool. :P