A little too not over you..

there are times that i wanted to stop waiting...
there are times that i wanted to move on with my life without you being part of it...
there are times that i wanted to stop loving you and learn to love myself even more...
but on those kinds of times...
i just end up crying...
because no matter what i do...
no matter how hard i try...
no matter how i convinced myself that i'm no longer in love with you...
it only proves one thing...
i can't breathe, and i can't live without you...
and even with so much pain...
i am still in love with you...
:(