I love him still
How can I say I'm in love with him when sometimes all I can think was to forget everything about him…? Everything that we've had…
I was in love (as I can say) with my first crush, we were so in love with each other that no one will ever let us apart.. (even we're miles apart) we're so happy together for a month then suddenly, when he has to go back to his real world, life makes a difference... and as I can remember, we were just walking separate paths, he chooses not to give me any reason at all and make much harder when I'm still waiting for a fucking reason from him... ouch.. Really f*cking hurts... I was left with no choice but to let go… And he never cared… He just let me walk away from him… from then on I told myself I'll never fall in love with him again… I tried to be strong, even though we still see each other in "friendster" and "facebook" and I can see that he has not been hurt even just a bit, and he is acting still the same, like nothing just happen. Over for months, i was fighting, living life to d fullest without him and just when I thought I was over him... just when I thought we were ok with other paths we've been taking, I was all wrong... with all this months... I was really all wrong... those months, which we were not together was the months proving my love for him... I was den more in love with him... with so much pain he had given me... I can still say he was d only guy who I wish to be with... He is the only man that I always fell in love with… And as the song goes by I fell in love with same man for three times… first, when we're young… second when fate bring us back together and third when distance keep us apart… and as I wish... Hope he was feeling the same way... Love him still even with this so much pain....
How can I say I'm in love with him when sometimes all I can think was to forget everything about him…? Everything that we've had…
I was in love (as I can say) with my first crush, we were so in love with each other that no one will ever let us apart.. (even we're miles apart) we're so happy together for a month then suddenly, when he has to go back to his real world, life makes a difference... and as I can remember, we were just walking separate paths, he chooses not to give me any reason at all and make much harder when I'm still waiting for a fucking reason from him... ouch.. Really f*cking hurts... I was left with no choice but to let go… And he never cared… He just let me walk away from him… from then on I told myself I'll never fall in love with him again… I tried to be strong, even though we still see each other in "friendster" and "facebook" and I can see that he has not been hurt even just a bit, and he is acting still the same, like nothing just happen. Over for months, i was fighting, living life to d fullest without him and just when I thought I was over him... just when I thought we were ok with other paths we've been taking, I was all wrong... with all this months... I was really all wrong... those months, which we were not together was the months proving my love for him... I was den more in love with him... with so much pain he had given me... I can still say he was d only guy who I wish to be with... He is the only man that I always fell in love with… And as the song goes by I fell in love with same man for three times… first, when we're young… second when fate bring us back together and third when distance keep us apart… and as I wish... Hope he was feeling the same way... Love him still even with this so much pain....
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