Why is the word “love” so popular these days?
Why is the word “love” so overused these days?? And why is “love” itself so fake nowadays? How can you tell someone “i love you” when you dont even know what it truly means? Who knows what love is? Happy of them who can say that they know how exactly true love feels like… I know i dont… I know i never did…God knows if I ever will… but i am sadly part of the idiotic crew that says ” i love you” a million times and promise im so in love… and think in my head and make my self beleive i am in love, when truly i dont even know what exactly love should feel like… when i know in my heart this cant be love… this cant it… Love has to be something so amazing and so extraordinary and so magical that consumes you, love for someone should make you completely crazy, pick you up and turn you around, they become the apple of your eye, you want to spend all your time with them, and give them the entire world as a gift if you could… and God know what more love is… but this cant be it.. i cant accept this being love… i wonder if i ever will have the gift of having true love for someone and being truly loved back… it hurts my heart to think that
this is all i will ever have just the vague “idea” of truly loving someone and the “idea” of someone truly loving me back… i want to be submerged in love, i want to drink it, breath it, live it!!! i want to feel and know that he will cross oceans for me, and that i would cross continents for him…i want to feel that as long as im with him nothing else around me matters, i want him to feel that no harm could reach him as long as he had me, i want to wake up and thank God every second for having him with me… i want him to wake up in the morning and thank God its me lying next to him… i want him to be my very first thought when i wake up, and i want to be his very last thought before he goes to sleep. I want a kiss from him be like the air that i breathe, and i want him to not be able to live with out kissing me…i want to be able to say ” i will follow you to the end of the world” just to be with him and mean it from the deepest part of my heart…i want him to not be afraid to risk it all for our love… i want to dream of someday having his kids and pray they turn out as amazing as their father… i want him to pray to God for me to be the mother of his children… i want him to be the only shoulder i can lay my head on… i want to be the only hand he wants to hold… i want to be the healer of his pain… i want him to feel he needs me to be part of his life… i want to be able to live in his eyes... i want him to get lost in mine… crazy stupid, head over heels love is all i want.
Why is the word “love” so overused these days?? And why is “love” itself so fake nowadays? How can you tell someone “i love you” when you dont even know what it truly means? Who knows what love is? Happy of them who can say that they know how exactly true love feels like… I know i dont… I know i never did…God knows if I ever will… but i am sadly part of the idiotic crew that says ” i love you” a million times and promise im so in love… and think in my head and make my self beleive i am in love, when truly i dont even know what exactly love should feel like… when i know in my heart this cant be love… this cant it… Love has to be something so amazing and so extraordinary and so magical that consumes you, love for someone should make you completely crazy, pick you up and turn you around, they become the apple of your eye, you want to spend all your time with them, and give them the entire world as a gift if you could… and God know what more love is… but this cant be it.. i cant accept this being love… i wonder if i ever will have the gift of having true love for someone and being truly loved back… it hurts my heart to think that
this is all i will ever have just the vague “idea” of truly loving someone and the “idea” of someone truly loving me back… i want to be submerged in love, i want to drink it, breath it, live it!!! i want to feel and know that he will cross oceans for me, and that i would cross continents for him…i want to feel that as long as im with him nothing else around me matters, i want him to feel that no harm could reach him as long as he had me, i want to wake up and thank God every second for having him with me… i want him to wake up in the morning and thank God its me lying next to him… i want him to be my very first thought when i wake up, and i want to be his very last thought before he goes to sleep. I want a kiss from him be like the air that i breathe, and i want him to not be able to live with out kissing me…i want to be able to say ” i will follow you to the end of the world” just to be with him and mean it from the deepest part of my heart…i want him to not be afraid to risk it all for our love… i want to dream of someday having his kids and pray they turn out as amazing as their father… i want him to pray to God for me to be the mother of his children… i want him to be the only shoulder i can lay my head on… i want to be the only hand he wants to hold… i want to be the healer of his pain… i want him to feel he needs me to be part of his life… i want to be able to live in his eyes... i want him to get lost in mine… crazy stupid, head over heels love is all i want.
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